today went for training... for NCC Day which is nxt friday... yeah... did alot of drills... played soccer in the rain... den ben yap fell and hit his head on the floor... den it bled... yeah... duno how serious it is... ya... so went home after cca... was boring... Wat do u do when u have that special someone? Do u cherish the time you spend with her? What do you do when you know it will not last? When you have that special someone that you wished to have... you'll be happy... but mantaining the relationship is difficult... you'll have to spend time and alot of other stuff on that special someone... and sometimes it is gd... both parties will enjoy it... but what if one day you think about the relationship... you think about it and you realise that it will soon end... what would you do? If you know that something isnt right, that you and that special someone is just too busy for you.. what do you do? What do you plan to do? i know that i've wasted alot of time last time... last time when i had the chance to know you better, the chance to get to be with you... And now when chance had slip by, i wished that i could have used that opportunity to be there, and now that time has passed... i really wished i could go out... to know you better... to leave everything... not to let any opportunity pass... i really wished i could turn back the hands of time... i noe we may not be together... i noe that it wouldnt last... i noe that i cant change the fact that i will miss you when ur gone... but what is there left for me... i really wished i had more time, more time to talk to you... because sooner or later, you and i would have to go seperate ways.... seperate way that would lead us to anew start, to start anew.I really wished you didnt go there, go to the place where there will be limits... in being there for you... but i cant do anything about it, even though i really wished something good would happen between us.... i really hope that i would still be with you forever... buti noe that, that isnt wat is gonna happen... because we are different ppl, you are different from me... far more different from me... and i noe that one day i would look back at my life and see that i was once with you... because if i ever part with you... i would never forget you... because its hard... its hard to let go...
pushing on..
