When there is free time, and there is nothing to do... i tend to think, think about stuff that applies to me... studies, relationships, friends and alot of other things in life... i've realised that not everything works in the way you want it to, sometimes things go differently but still end with a good result. Though its going to be difficult coping with the things in life, friends have been encouraging me, to be more than i can be, to do more than what is expected of me. But sometimes you cannot please everyone, when you noe you've done well, its good enough but the next step is to mantain it and its going to be tough... When time has passed me by, i've realised that the older you get, the wiser you become, the wiser you become, then you noe what to do. But what do you do when you come to an end, when everything goes wrong? When stress is overwhelming you, when everyone keeps on giving you stress,day by day... The only thing to do is to de-stress... use a stressball? well sometimes it works for me... When someone in your life is too busy for you, what do you do? do you leave it all alone? do you just do nothing about it? what do you do? I've been told by friends, close friends that i should let go, but saying it is easier than doing it. But when you try to let go, you simply can't.And sometimes you think about it which makes it worse for you.But then what do you do? I dunno what to do... But its going to be hard, i just know it but somehow i've got a feeling that i should let go... But i simply can't do it... i just can't let go of you...
pushing on..
