todae was ncc day, so like ya... well it was boring lar today... damn hot also lor... den aftrer skool have training, so wear no 4 for like 12 hours... imagine that... then training was quite ok lar... i mean was fun at some parts and stuff... yeah... well i'm beat now... very tired... sigh* during training... den master sgt said that must greet the ppl higher rank than the part A's and B's who are sgts' ya... even in civilllian clothes lor.. was like wth... imagine calling someone by his rank in public or something... ppl will think ur siao lar... so crappy... life has been good enough to keep me alive, things keep going bad lar... i dun really noe why but it seems that everyday that i live there is something missing from me, something so great that it changes my life... sigh* the only thing to do is to carry on, move on with my life... life as a student isnt it suppose to be fun? It has so many complications... why does life has to be so complicated, why does a student do so many stuff and when you dun get gd results, your parents arent happy, and they expect you to do better. But when your down, you have the feeling that you will still fail to get good results... the only thing to do is to work harder, the best you can do, but gd results doesnt come alone, it comes with great sacrifices... and when you dun think you can do any better, dun give up... continue to work harder to suceed...And now that life has brought me down, i dun really know what to do... it has so many complications that i don't noe where to start... where to begin with my problems... how to solve them...
pushing on..
