hi ppl, this few months are really very tiring for me... there just so much to be done within afew weeks... sigh* everything is crashing onto me... i'm so tired... today has been ok i guess.. how gd can it get some people say... and i agree to it.. how gd can life get... went to skool.. like duh~ yeah... den after skool went to changi naval base to do CAI yeah.. it was ok lar... just sit there do some computer stuff... yeah... hahz.. den went back to skool had orienteering briefing... well.. its gonna be tough.. and i dun think i can handle it... but i'll try with everything on my back...

how gd can life get? when troubles are part and parcle of life... when u have to face them everyday... i'm getting so tired of facing troubles, facing problems when ur so tired of them... when u've given ur best shot at everything and more stuff keeps piling onto u... i'm tired of handling troubles... handling relationships... its just too tiring for me... i feel that fatigue is just overtaking me... i just feel like giving into the problems and juts give up... i dun have that spirit i used to have.... what is happening to me? fatigue has changed me... i just wanna have a real holiday now... where troubles are away from me.. where there are no worries, no work to do.. just plain relax.. how good that will be... people might say... but its gonna be a long time before i can have that rest... nxt week is camp... i dun feel like goin... i feel so tired.. so tired of everything... i've tried my best shot at times.. and sometimes people are not gratefull and they would ask me to work harder... why? cant u see i'm already trying my best?i just feel like putting everything down... i dun feel like solving anymore problem anymore... i'm just too tired to do that... fatigue has changed me... all i need is rest.. is that so hard to ask?

i noe its impossible... exams are coming.... orienteering is coming... tuitions, tuition homework and skool homework is piling onto my desk... i just feel very tired to do anything....

Thought for the day: Why are there so many troubles? Why cant ppl just be satisfied with what they have and done? Why cant people just take a break and rest for a day or two?



pushing on..