Mann... stupid spammers... everytime spam my board with crap... sigh* went for church today... and it made me realise something... Life... people regret things because they do things that they didnt wanna do.. but maybe was forced to do something.. or was tempted to do something that was wrong.. and when u do something wrong... you tend to regret it so much that u cant forget the things that u've done wrong... and remembering it is depressing.. so y do ppl cant forget it? well sometimes, ppl get punished and get the pain of doing something wrong is hard to forget... well ppl make mistakes... and the mistakes can be big, small.... but ppl still do make mistakes... we are not perfect... so y do ppl still punish us when we make mistakes? its because they dun want us to make the same mistake again and again.. but we're human beings.. and we tend to make mistakes... as i think about the past.. i've realised that there are many things in my life that no one noes about... that is kept deep inside me... unwilling to talk about it... but as we continue living, we have to remember that we do make mistakes and that we have to realise them and learn from them... so tat we dun make the same mistakes again...
Today has been fine for me... yeah.. went to church normally.. hahaz.. yeah den had YF... super nice.. yeah.. den after YF went to help EKC... yeah... so stayed in church until 2pm.. den went home and studied... yeah.. until now... bleh.. yeah.. i've noticed that i've been missing out on alot of things that i was suppose to have... because of some things in my life... Feelings.. we have feelings for a reason... to make us happy, sad, angry, depressed, worried, anxious etc. Feelings can pull ppl back from what they wanna do... i cant explain on the blog... hahaz.. yeah... well... i gtg now.. bye!!!
pushing on..