Today... wat happen today? well sec 2's went for maths trail... yeah... quite boring.. went out of skool... mainly spent time buying food and eating... although did some of the qns in the booklet... yeah... den went back to skool @ 11 plus.. den got scolding because we did not behave well.. den was like.. obviously some ppl wun rite... use ur brains lar... after the scolding.. den for maths fair.. was super boring... went to sean yap's corner.... hahaz.... he was playing RC lar... only when teacher come.. den he pretend to talk about communism... crap sia... anyway after skool.. went for training... den while other ppl had some rope work thingy... the orienteering ppl went to the skool's gym to like train.... yeah... wasnt that bad... had fun actually hahaz... after the gym training.. totally slacked in the canteen for like quite long while the other pl were doing drills... yeah... after that... went to play soccer with the part D in the sports hall... yeah.. quite fun.... well after training.. decided to head home.. i m like super tired... den after going out of the mrt.. saw the bus that i wanted to take... den quickly walk lar... could like board the bus lar.. den this lady was like walking super slow sia... blocking the whole way... i mean like wat the heck is her problem mann.. walk so slow... dun block the way lar... wa lao.. and by the time i reach the bus... it left... stupid... walk so slow!!! wa lao.. den waited for the nxt bus that i could take... den return home like 8 plus.. by the time i eaten by dinner it was like 8.45pm... sigh*

Most ppl are looking forward to the weekends... where they can rest... recuperate and relax from all the week's work... but y m i not? Its because there are so many pressures around me that even during the weekends i dun feel relaxed... y cant ppl just stop pressuring me... i'm not enjoying life like wat other teenages are... i mean... they get to slack... have fun... & sometimes study... but for me.. its like study and study and study... my whole life seems to be revolving around work... and i hate it... i'm so stressed up... y cant ppl just let me relax... i noe the exams are near... dun u think i noe that?!?! a really gd fren told me that in this period of time i shld enjoy myself like he did... but i cant... cuz everyone is giving me pressure... and i cant take it anymore!!!! my life is soo screwed up... i dun like it... y do i get this!!! i cant handle it anymore!!! i wanna run away to somewhere where i can rest...

Thought for the day: Why are there so many troubles, pressures in the world?



pushing on..