During my free time today.. i realised that there are many things i missed out being a teenager... things that i thought i didnt even think it was for me... i missed out on alot on my life... to go through the things that people dun go through and not being able to go through the things that most people go through... i've realised that there are many things out of my control... things that i only can hope for... and its almost time for me to leave for Australia for a visit... and there are some things in my life that i wanna do before i go there... i will come back.... after like 1+ week... yeah... and there are things that i wanna do before i go... looking back at my life, i've always been keen and excited to go on holidays... but when my mum told me that we were goin Australia to visit my aunt. I wasnt keen... i realised that i'm not the kid i once was... i realised that i changed, to the better or worse, i cant say... but looking back, i really regretted things that i've done in my life... things that i should have done but i didnt, the things that i shouldnt do but i've done...

I've realised that i missed out on things that i should have done... I'm sorry for not doing the things that i should have along time ago... the things that i should have done being someone to you... and sometimes i really wanna run away... cuz i dun any point of me staying here... and people say i'm inconsiderate... and i'm sorry... I'm sorry for not acting as i should, for not being what i am, for not doing the things that i should have done... along time ago.. and as i look back into my life, i found that there are many things i've done and didnt do... i'm sorry...I dun wanna live in a life full of regrets... i hope that i could have that special moment with you... before i leave.... cuz its gonna be a long time before i return...