I am not the boy i used to be... i cant change back to be the person i once was... afew days from now and i'll be in Australia... Nowadays, i'm really free and i've been using this time for a really good reflection on my life... and i've noticed that i've been a person not worthy of anything... not worthy of the things i have in my life... but its the Grace of God that provides me with the things i have and gives me the things i have... Thank You! I've not been the person i'm suppose to be and i'm sorry...

Sometimes i hope for the better but it doesnt always go the way i want it to... and sometimes its goes the way that depresses me, demoralises me, breaks me down... but i've learnt something... To have Faith in God, to be patient... cause he is the one who knows the future and that he does everything for our own good, to make us a better person. Sometimes one has to learn to be patient.. and i confess.. that i havent been patient all the time... and i'm sorry...

Hope. Hope keeps us goin... it lets us be optimistic in our thinking... it gives us the strength to continue on the tough times in our lives and not give up on the tough trials... There are 3 things important, its FAITH, HOPE & LOVE. These few days i have been packing my things for the trip... and even though i'm not that excited... i've kept myself busy... and i'm sorry i couldn spend enough time with u... i wish that there would be a moment that time would stop.. that we can just spend more time with one another.. but it didnt happen... there are times when there were opportunities but i just didnt grab hold of them... i'm sorry...

Things in life are there for a purpose, i thought to myself... and that things happen to us... which may break us down... but we must learn to get back on our feet... to carry on with life... and not get ur life destroyed by something or someone... its gonna be difficult... no one said it was gonna be easy... but one has to get back on and learn from the mistake.... so that he wun repeat it again... and when things dun go the way we want it to... we just have to have Faith in God.



pushing on..