today's really bad for me... went to youth fellowship.. couldnt sing.. couldnt sing from my heart... was like literally pushing the words out of my mouth... after that went to bible study...didnt even concentrate... couldnt... sigh...well after that... felt resally depressed... went for service... couldnt sing at all... was trying to sing.. but it didnt come from my heart... i just felt like breaking down... sigh... den after that david brought me out.. to talk to me... yeah and thanks david... after that i felt better... den when i went back, the sermon was over... den joel went and prayed with me... thanks... thanks for everyone who cared for me and tried to make me happy... after that talked to her... for awhile... anyway.. after a while went out to eat lunch... den went to play pool with zac, jon ng, david wong and joshua wong... well i'll just end this... thanks for everything... ppl like joel ng, david wong and you...
pushing on..
