ok well and update for the day... dun really feel like updating though.. today has been quite ok... yeah.. P.E was ok lar.. started on soccer... mann.... so long havent played it yet... den after that had boring lessons... sigh* den had SS test... dunno how well i'll do.. really tired today... mndya to thursday havin tuition... it totally sucks... then friday havin camp... saturday 5pm break-camp... 5.30pm go tuition.. how sucky can it get... sigh*... den wednesday and thursday have like tests... alot of them... sigh* i dun even have time to study on my own.. let alone rest... sigh*... draining... energy is goin down... and yet parents dun understand me... they dun get it... they always dun... until something bad happens then they open their eyes.. and regret... haiz.. tehy dun think i have stress.. they dun think i have problems.. they dun think that i'm tired and need rest... haiz... they restrict me to studying... studying... tuition.. tuition.. study..study... sleep... and barely get the use the com because of my busy schedule... sigh... those who dun wanna get sad... dun bother reading it... anyway its my blog.. i can say whatever i wanna say in it... thi is stupid.. seriously... i cant stand it anymore... i cant take all the stuff... all the stress.. pressure.... i just cant!!!! not anymore!!!

pushing on..