Out of reach.... not being able to be saved.... still living in this cruel world... dying..soon.... energy level goes down everyday... by the end of the day.. its gone...these few days have been really stressful... having so many tests... so many tuitions... and so little time for myself... and parents still dun understand do they... they expect me to sleep early when my tuition ends at 10 at night... i mean.. come on.. be more realistic... u expect me to sleep early when i have tuition till 10pm outside... seriously... they dun understand me do they... they still think its the same as what they felt last time when they were schooling.. but do they have tuitions when they were young? no... they dun.. cuz they wasnt any or rather very little tutors outside... and therefore they dun get so much stress and hw... they think i have so much time.. but have they even considered how much time i rest other than sleeping in the night? have they even considered what i have to go through? they dun... at least by the way i lok at it.. cuz they only ask me to study..study... study... homework...homework..homework...tuition...tuition..tuition... do teachers understand me? i dun think so... they cant even be bothered to answer qns.. why would they even be bothered to understand their students? they only give homework...nag... lecture...lecture...nag...give homework.. i'm goin through a time where no one has gone through... where so many ppl i know have not gone through... and i'm dying... so many times i have to be the one to go through things 1st before others... and i hate it.. ppl dun understand me... ppl dun... and this has to be the worst so far... happy on the outside... depressed on the inside... i'm dying from this tough time... i cant rest... i cant find peace... my heart is aching... my body is filled with fatigue... my brain is filled with troubles... my energy level is low... its goin down... i'm dry... and nobody understands me... no one understands me... i cant take this anymore... i just cant....