Really busy these few days.. or rather weeks, with exams coming up... stress is more than ever.. havin tuitions 4-5 days in a row... can be a killer... over exhausted... i'm like studying O.T.. and yet no one appreciates it... parents juts ask me to study after i come back from tuition at 10.15pm. When i'm already so tired... they still ask me to study... and yet when i rest for alittle, they nag at me for not studying... to them.. rest comes later.. studies come 1st.. in my opinon at least... i've been like stretched to the limit this week.. and i dun noe how to handle next week... this week had like tuitions from monday to thursday... coming back home at 10+ everyday till thursday... and meeting the demands of so many teachers...
Tuesday i had a fever... and yet i was still forced to go for 2 tuitions i had that day... really tiring ones... and the nxt day had diahhoea (if thats how ppl spell it) and yet i still had to go tuition... sigh... and finally its a friday.. after goin through 4 miserable,tiring,painful days... finally the day of rest... the day when i have no tuitions at all... but i still dun understand why parents push me so hard... always asking me to study... even when i'm sick... and right after tuition... the questions they ask often is :'Do you understand the teacher, because if you don't, you can ask the teacher' &'Have you studied today?' those are the two qns they ask and i can tell when they are going to ask me those qns... sigh* nxt week is goin be a long week... having like tuition from monday to friday... that means i'll come back home like 10+ everyday( from Monday-Friday).. yeah... going to be exhausting that ever... but i can only hope that i can go through it.. i can barely go through this week... dun even talk about nxt week.. sigh*
Thats about all for today.. and maybe for the rest of the month??? depends really... on my mood to blog or whether i'm busy... so thats all...For now i'm just physically and mentally exhausted, tired, worn out, burned out...sigh*