hello... church camp has been fun.. but short.. wished it could be longer though, yeah i wish there was more fellowship time even though there was already some time located to know your grp members... yeah, but i wish it was longer though, felt it was too short... in the night, we were watching world cup haha.. yeah.. but the last night was quite fun... after the talking to uncle kc, i went to play pool for like afew hours.. (of course i did not play every round) and after that played 'heart attack' yeah and erm we made quite abit of noise.. ppl were actually studying in church camp at 3am in the morning... gosh... haha but thats the JC1s so yeah... and then ate instant noodles at 4+ i was like getting hungry. maybe its because i didn't have appetite for dinner and ate very little... yup.. so after that went back to the rooms at 5am and slept at 5+. Woke up at 8.15am. yes... 8.15am.. very late because i was suppose to have the rehearsal at that time by uncle ky.. den i went down at 8.20am.. something like that... hurriedly ate my breakfast and went for the rehearsal...( had only like 2+ hrs of sleep or maybe at most 3 hrs) yeah, so was quite sleepy... yeah... so after all that went to the bus to go back to Singapore,yeah... the camp has been fun, really enjoyed it... yeah..

Yesterday was quite fun... yeah Joel Ng bought like cheese tarts( says so by... ) haha... it was nice.. haha.. Thanks Joel... really enjoyed it.. and the gang who sang the b'day song so loudly... haha make me pai sei* only... haha... and yeah so after that went to mac's to eat lunch... and after that went to play lan.. was quite fun though... didnt check how many kills i had.... hehe.. but quite alot... could have gotten more if jon lian didnt ks me... haha... yeah.. so after that went home and celebrated my b'day with my relatives.. yeah... thats all for the celebration...

During the camp i felt that i had changed... like really changed... i dunno in what way but i have changed... maybe alittle.. but yeah... well... my heart isn't where it is suppose to be and i dunno what to say or do... i'm just lost for words and actions... i dunno where it went.. but it was far away from me now... i'm sorry... i'm sorry that has to happen and like you said, we're drifting apart, and i cant say i deny that, but its true, we are really drifting apart and we can't just ignore it.. but i dunno where my heart has went... although there is still part of my heart still with you... yes, you were right in saying that we're drifting apart... no doubt about it... but i dunno what to do cuz part of my heart is gone.. part of it is gone... most people can't understand what i'm trying to say... well... i don't blame them, cuz it probably has nvr happen to them before... Hope to enjoy the last week of school holidays...



pushing on..