I know many people are asking me to update, so here it goes, the moment you've all been waiting for, the new post! haha right. Havent been able to blog these few days for several reasons, too busy tied up with homework and tuition, having cca trainings for school's NDP as we're G.O.H. (yeah quite cool eh), studying and yeah basically thats it other than the fact that i'm also trying to solve some of my problems... bleh... well these few days have been alright for me... trying very hard to stay alert and awake during lessons, they just seem to get more boring day after day... Well was suppose to go to the SA concert today but my mum didnt like it... she asked me to like study... thats like typical of my mum, or should i say parents... sigh* well at least i might be able to go for bryan's party tomorrow but even so, i will be late for it so i'll miss like alot of stuff... well i'll still go if my parents allow it...

Just not getting along well with my parents, sick and tired of them always asking me to study, and the fact that i already have alot of tuitions proves that there's not much time left to rest and yet they still want to increase the amount of tuition i have. Its like pushing the person to the edge of the clift of what he can handle and 1 more slight push and he might fall off the clift and die... its like breaking down... stupid.. they just dont get it and they never will... the feeling of meeting ur parents is ok.. but meeting ur parents and they always brag on to increase the amount of tuition and asking me to study like i have not is really becoming irritating and annoying... its like all they care about is study study and study.. well.. this is getting stupid.. my whole life is getting stupid... not as if i dont have anything else to care about, not as if i dun have anything to handle or solve, not as if i dont have problems and yet they still add on to the pressure... like i dont have enough stress and pressure...



pushing on..