You dont miss something until it gone or when its going away.. how true isnt it? Ppl dont treasure each other until their gone... thats the funny thing about life isnt it? when its there, you take it for granted, and yet when its gone or when its goin away... you hold on to it so tightly because you just dont wanna let it slip out of your hands... you'd do anything for the person before they go... but isnt it too late then? guess ppl just make the same mistakes again and again... and i'm one of them...

Holidays are coming, good? or bad? i dont really know... yeah, holidays can give you a break from school... from all the worries of your studies... but i fear december... i fear it because what if u do go? and then i'm just be here... what will it be for us? i dont want you to go but it'll be selfish of me to say that.. Leave it to God? I am trying... Trying to spend most of my time with you... so that at least if u do go, i'll still have what i spent with you... its true, when people near to you start to go, you start to cherish them... is it too late? am i too late?

I dont want to let it slip... nor do i want to let it go... hold on to it... but if its time to go... i guess you'd better go...



pushing on..