Well, 1 post for January and another of February? We'll see as time goes by i guess... A clown cant be a clown when he cant even please the crowd... Wears two faces, one that smiles and other that frowns... but which one is the real one? Hidden behind those smiles is the face that's filled with frowns.. scars from his past experiences.. deep scars cut through his face, bleeding but who's there to mend his wound? Who's there to aid him? In his distress he calls out, but who listens? He cry out for help but who hears? He goes on stage to perform.. put on a mask and pleases the crowd. Everything looks normal from far, but what do u see when your near? Face filled with tears and the smile's still there... Goes home only to find out that his love has left... yet he still stays there, staring at the wall... He talks to himself, because no one cares... He talks because he knows nothing, but keeps quiet because he knows something...
Well, its been a tiring month, 1st month and there's so much to do... cant say the rest of the year's gonna be any easier.. oh well, things have been quite different i guess... School has so many new teachers.. the old has gone and the new has come.. well, its quite sad to see all the old experienced teachers go... they can teach and well.. are quite knowledgeable.. new young teachers come in and they cant control the class... wonder how I'm gonna score.. mann, miss my old teachers who taught me last time.. Teachers like Joseph Wong, Michelle Wong, Ms Nachi Pillay, Mdm Sin, Mrs Siow... funny how students hate good teacher for giving so much work, and when they leave, the students want them to stay.. cause its the commitment that those teachers are willing to give that makes us excell... well thats the irony of life i guess...
Chinese New Year's coming! Haha, yeah kinda looking forward to it, cause there's a holiday and hopefully i can get more sleep.. lacking of it since day 1 of school? Yeah, i guess i really need to have a day off but when it that? When can i get it before i die out? Like a battery overused... overheated... melting... corroding on the inside.. Is this going to get any better? Or it is just gonna get worse? oh well... We'll see as time goes by i guess...
Casting Crowns- Praise You In This Storm
I was sure by now God you would have reached down
and wiped our tears away, stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen that it's still raining
As the thunder rolls,
I barely hear your whisper through the rain
I'm with you
And as your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives and takes away.
And I'll praise you in this storm, and i will lift my hands
that you are who you are, no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried you hold in your hand
you never left my side and though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm
I remember when I stumbled in the wind
you heard my cry you raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can't find you
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear your whisper through the rain,
I'm with you and as your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives and takes away.
And I'll praise you in this storm, and i will lift my hands
that you are who you are, no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried you hold in your hand
you never left my side and though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm
I lift my eyes unto the hills, where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes unto the hills, where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth.
pushing on..
