Balance

Today is a SATURDAY!!! and i spent my whole day in school :/ lessons from 9-5pm. Thats how you only get 1 day of rest a week.. oh not to forget the studies you have to do for the upcoming common test next week. Add them up altogether, and you'll get zero days or rest (: nice.. Well, at least today was pretty fun i suppose? When you go to school on a saturday for lessons/workshop, the best thing you can do is to be enthusiatic and try to enjoy yourself right? Thats exactly what my group did.. We made ourselves high by being super enthusiastic and by role playing every opportunity we had. (Well, at least the class enjoyed it) haha, we even made up a cheer for our team.. my goodness.. it sure felt like we were having a camp.. Well, i guess the other teams didnt really enjoy the workshop cause they werent enthusiastic and that we didnt learn much. I dont even remember learning anything from the workshop :/ Its been a long week and i'm just glad its over, only for it to start over again.. Well at least i've got E-learning next week which means more work but at least we get to stay at home.. To think that BStats common test is only 7 days away and i haven even started preparing for it.. bleh..

Holidays? What holidays???

I guess after awhile of hoping, you'll just give up on certain things in life, but some, being too important for you to let go, you just continue hoping, hoping that one day, some time soon, things will be different. Sometimes you hope so long for things to change but eventually they still remain the same. This brings me back to FOP where the preacher talked about who is in the circle of control and what are the things you can change and what you cannot. I guess sometimes we just fail to see that certain things are just not within our circle and that no matter how much we try to change certain things, they just won't change. No matter how hard you try, its not within your circle of control. And after struggling so hard to change things around, you come back to just hope.. to wait and to hope cause thats all that you can do can you? Don't we like to have control over things in our lives? Don't we like to make decisions that we ourselves think that its the best choice? But at the end of the day, it isnt just about us is it? Its about the people around us, those who get affected by the decisions we make. Its about our family, our friends, our co-workers.. everyone who will get affected by one small change..

HOPE

pushing on..