Thats what Singapore's weather is like right now, even in an air-conditioned room, you can still sweat, and the haze just makes it worse i suppose.. the humidity, the heat.. Well at least its not as bad as what Australia is experiencing now, thats one thing i can thank God for..

The past few days has been really good for me i suppose.. Study break.. At least i get to study before my 3 exams starting 21 February :/ What a nice day to start the exams right? oh wells.. and yep, its a saturday paper.. I guess i'm not too bothered about it being a satuday paper cause i had one such paper last semester too, so i'm kinda getting used to it.. haha..

Well saturday was good, the rehearsal for today's worship, though i kinda got rusty on some of the songs, not knowing what to play but i managed to recall how to play them in the end.. Those were the funny moments in the rehearsal. At least it lightened up the mood of the musicians.. But it reminded me of something. You know how you think you know the song so well because you've played it so many times before and you just go and take for granted saying to yourself "oh, thats easy" or " yeah i know how to play it so i dont need to practice" and when it comes down to the rehearsal, you simply just forget about what you've played before.

Isnt it the same as life? You think you've got it all covered, in your situations, in your projects, you think that "oh, i've done it a million times before, i think i know how to handle it" but when it comes down to actually doing it well, you simply cannot complete the task well. We, as humans, we think that we've got it all right, and because of that, we become complacent, we become self sufficient, we tend to depend on ourselves to solve our own problems, thinking that we alone can solve everything, but there will come a point in time where you'll be reminded of what you lack, what you've been doing for so long. When you've burnt out, when you're struggling to find the reason for your failures, you realise that you've been doing it all wrong from the beginning.