What am i suppose to say? If a picture really does tell a thousand words, i only need 1/1000 of a picture to depict myself now. If this is what its suppose to be, then am i just the one hoping for it to change? And I guess you've already moved past that certain point, because of circumstances and situations..
To hope for things to change and yet somewhere in your mind, something tells you that its never gonna be the same again, and yet you continue to hope, but when does that hope eventually die out? Or is it like a torch that never goes out? You start to wonder and you try to let go, but somehow you just cant. You think you've gotten over it by telling youself over and over again its over and one day, somehow you realise that you havent gotten over it.
Thats the sad part of life isnt it? To hope, hoping that someday things will change. Like a road that only goes one way. It just goes and goes and never returns.
pushing on..