My week's been the same as the past few ones.. busy busy busy..

So here's the reviews of my modules. CMA is one difficult module.. to me at least.. ugh.. i so suck at accounting.. Financial Management is somewhat similar to CMA, because of the format and that there's still the income statement, balance sheet and all. So i would say that i'm not too good at that either :/ Human Resource is much better.. to me at least.. well i wont say that its a piece of cake.. but at least its easier than CMA and Financial Management.. EBA, computer modules.. ugh.. how i dislike computer modules.. i dont seem to like them, didnt liked it in year 1 and i still dont like it now.. ahah.. now for the last 2 modules.. Entrepreneuship.. mann, its 2 difficult modules.. cause of the complexity and all..

This semester's projects are so intensive that i'm feeling pretty drained now.. like all of my energy is put to school and when i come home, its just projects, rest and sleep..

Went to the barber to cut my hair on thursday.. Saw someone and i was reminded of how fortunate i am. To be able to speak, hear, laugh, smile, cry, frown, walk, sleep, eat, drink.. etc. independently is something that everyone has to be grateful for. To be able to go to schools, to be educated, to have food on our tables when we go back home, to have safety, to have a roof over our heads. How many times have we asked ourselves why are we in such a sticky situation? How many times have we asked ourselves why can't life get better?

We dont realise how much we have until its gone. Look around and look at what you have. Think about those people who dont have them. Those who dont even have food on the table, those who dont even have a table.. People living on the streets, hoping for donations or food. These people dont even have a shelter to keep themselves dry in the storm, and yet here we are, in the comfort of our homes, we complain, we argue, we neglect.. We do so many things wrong and we ask ourselves why we are in such a terrible state without even thinking of the people in other areas just living for that day, not knowing if there's gonna be a tomorrow..

Its been a while and yet though you have forgiven me, i still can't forgive myself.. Looking back, its stupid of me to do those things.. those things that i wish i wouldnt have done. I keep recalling my past wrongs and mistakes, wishing that i didnt do what i did.. It was foolish come to think about it.