18.. Now what?

The past few days has been pretty fun, with my class celebrating my birthday yesterday and also with others today. Yupp, these few days has been pretty great.. Almost got myself an Ipod of my birthday, because my old MP3 is dying on me.. yeah, and i didn't know what else to choose, so yeah.. haha, oh well, like i said, almost got myself an Ipod, until i went to the shop only to find it out of stock. Yupp, well, till next week then!

So yesterday i went to Chomp Chomp to have dinner, today i went to Astons to have lunch, and dinner at Swensens. ahha, yeah weird place to have dinner eh? but wells, at least the bake rice wasn't that bad. yeah, just thought that the salmon was alittle too salty.. ahaha, well, THANKS FRIENDS, CLASSMATES for celebrating my birthday and for wishing me a happy birthday!

Just came back not too long ago and i dunno, but why do i keep having these thoughts? i know I'm suppose to be happy because its my birthday and all, but lately, I've just had so many depressing thoughts going on my mind. Thoughts about what i should and should not have done, thoughts about what i did and did not do. Many wish to turn back the clock to rectify what we did wrong or the things that we are suppose to be doing but did not do, because we are human after all right? everyone makes mistakes, but its the type of mistakes we make that differentiates us. Some make small ones, others big ones. But what can we do to make it right? Why do i still remember the wrongs i did so many years ago? Why do i still remember so clearly, each wrong that i made, that mistake that keeps sticking onto my mind to remind me of all my mistakes that i have made.

A heavy mind and a burdened heart.



pushing on..